May 15 - September 15, 2000
Category: Fantasy/Dark Elf
Author: Lledrith RavenWolf

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Nexus

Prologue
Part 1: First Encounter
Part 2: Second Thoughts
Part 3: Third Clue
Part 4: Fourth Consequence
Part 5: Fifth Revelation
Part 6: Sixth Senses
Part 7: Seventh Hell?
Part 8: Eighth Horror
Part 9: Ninth Hell
Part 10: Tenth Concurrence
Part 11: Eleventh Dreaming
Epilogue
Afterword

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Part 6: Sixth Senses

We're going to die..., the thought screamed through Teiwaz's head. He held Rae's limp form tighter yet. The wall seemed to rush to meet them...

N'anvan was heaving, tongue lolling out of a head too impossibly delicate to be a true horse's. It turned slightly, fatigued brown eyes still sharply full of grief at its bond mate's death.

"I am sorry," the Aesthir said, in its strange, whickering voice, and Teiwaz nearly fell off his seat in astonishment before he remembered that Aesthir could talk; though they seldom did so with anyone other than other SkyKnights.

Then a sharp gust of wind blew, and another and another, jerking them upwards. N'anvan neighed surprise before spreading out tired wings to their fullest extent, allowing the strange updraft to hoist them upwards, then it glided easily down onto the top of the plateau next to a gnarled tree.

Teiwaz thankfully got off the Aesthir, gently lifting Rae from the saddle and resting her body on the ground, then had to whirl and grab N'anvan's reins as the Aesthir made a move as though to leap off the cliff.

"Your rider's dead!" Teiwaz shouted at it, the wind swirling up debris in the air. He'd have time to think about the freak wind later...

"Aesthir join their riders in death," a new, feminine voice said behind them. Teiwaz turned his head a fraction and N'anvan lurched forward a step, causing him to turn his attention back to the Aesthir.

No matter. The glance had already shown him what he needed to know – two moon elves, and strangely, a griffin. Griffins didn't have eyries here...

The griffin bounded forward, powerful talons grabbing the bridle and the saddle, forcibly pulling the straining N'anvan away from the edge of the cliff.

"I think it'ss a sstupid idea mysself," the griffin commented, forcibly pulling the Aesthir to the tree, allowing Teiwaz to tie the reins tight there. Only then did Teiwaz turn warily, hand on the hilt of his sword, taking a defensive position in front of Rae.

The griffin looked to its two moon elf companions with amusement. The male shook his head, and in that motion something about him seem to flicker. Teiwaz's eyes narrowed.

"What business do you have here, gold elf?" the female asked, a smile playing on her pretty face.

Teiwaz suddenly felt too exhausted to tell any stories. "Running from my family," he said heavily. "What are you going to do to us?"

"It depends on what are you doing with the moon elf," the male said, "And what you were doing with a bond-break Aesthir."

"My brother was the rider," Teiwaz replied, "And Rae – she is my Nexus." His eyes filled. Othila was dead – because he had never fully gotten over Uruz. Because he was afraid that Teiwaz would end up like Uruz. Because he thought saving Teiwaz and Rae would absolve him of his guilt..., fool rider.

"Nexus?" the female's eyebrow shot up. The male's eyes went blank, and Teiwaz braced himself against the probing tendrils of telepathy. The tendrils withdrew just as quickly, and Teiwaz looked automatically down at Rae to see if she was all right...

A burst of power from the link nearly staggered him, and in rage at the elf never asking before probing caused him to want to release it...

Say the word. The voice was familiar, but the surge of energy in him obliterated memory.

"Reveal!" Teiwaz pointed at the male elf. An expression of astonishment crossed the elf's face before the flickering illusion was torn away by the power discharged from Teiwaz.

Teiwaz blinked. Where he had been expecting a monster or a spirit familiar was another gold elf, with the same features as the moon elf.

The griffin stepped forward menacingly, but the male elf held up a hand to stop it.

"A Talent?" he asked curiously, as if nothing had happened. "This proves your bond, then."

"Why..." Teiwaz felt battered by the heavy dose of surprises.

The gold elf smiled, hugging the moon elf to him. "It is rather obvious."

Of course, Teiwaz realized, they were lovers. And a gold elf couldn't live with a moon elf in either territory, unless...

"Why not go to the city?" Teiwaz asked.

"Pairings like these aren't much welcome there either," The female said wryly, "As the both of you may find out. The solitude here of Wide patrol, with our companion griffin, is enough for us."

"I am wanted in the city forrr a crime that I did commit," the griffin said frankly. "And so by default wanted by my eyrrrie."

"Rae's not a moon elf..." Teiwaz began, then hesitated. "At least, she wasn't at first until Morikan changed her..."

"Morikan?" the female elf looked startled. "What does He have in this conflict?"

"A lot of cruel jokes?" Teiwaz suggested bitterly, dropping down on his knee to cradle Rae into a more comfortable position.

"He always has His reasons," the female elf said quickly, "Your friend may need medical aid - carry her."

"The Aesssthirrr?" the griffin asked.

"Get the reins and tow it along, I suppose," The male elf said unwillingly.

***

Rae woke slowly, the vestiges of pain dropping away as her eyes opened to see a rock ceiling.

She blinked, and sat up, head throbbing with a headache but other than that perfectly fine. Looking inadvertently to her right, she smiled when she saw Teiwaz, sound asleep on a chair, then looked cautiously around.

The room was small, with the politely stark bareness of a guest bedroom. The only furniture other than the bed and the simple chair was a small wooden table. The floor was also monotonous rock, which suggested a cave, certainly.

Now, where in the world were they?

Then the crude door to the room swung open with enough force to jar its hinges and one of the strangest creatures Rae had ever seen lunged in. Her brain kicked in enough memory to identify it – a fantasy griffin! Fierce eyes, a huge, cruelly curved beak on a large eagle head, currently mantling in excitement, immense wings half-raised, curving talons tipped with sharp claws. The bottom half was that of a huge lion, paws skittering on the stone floor, tasseled tail lashing.

Rae's jaw dropped as the griffin spoke in a harsh voice, "Teiwazz!"

Teiwaz jerked awake, looked around wildly, and promptly fell off his precarious perch on the chair. Rae forgot the griffin long enough to snicker audibly.

Teiwaz picked himself up sheepishly, rubbing his eyes, then sat down on the side of her bed before concentrating on the griffin. "Yes?"

"The Aesssthirrr..." the griffin didn't look dangerous anymore. Its eyes somehow contrived to look grieved, "Hasss joined itsss Rrriderrr in the wingsss of Death."

"N'anvan?" Rae demanded, "Why?"

"It's a stupid custom," Teiwaz said dully, "Aesthir follow their riders in death and life."

"We trrried," the griffin said in an anguished tone. "But it brrroke itsss neck..."

Rae blinked. "What happened to Othila? Why are we here?"

Teiwaz looked stricken. On impulse Rae reached mentally to touch his mind soothingly, but was instead flooded with a wild sequence of images that left her feeling horrified.

Othila was dead... but she'd only seen him this morning, happy that he was going back to Sanctuary City, asking her to see N'anvan...

Rae's eyes suddenly filled with hot tears, and Teiwaz held her, murmuring soothing noises. "I just saw him this morning," she whispered. In the corner of her eye the griffin looked embarassed, ear tufts flattening on its head before it padded out quietly.

"Where are we anyway?" Rae said after she regained her composure. Her breath still came out in harsh sobs, though.

"It's quite a long story," Teiwaz said, his voice muffled by her hair. Her hair – Rae absently twirled a strand around her fingers, and realized that it was silvered white. In horror, she froze and looked at her palms – the color of white quartz, more slender and fragile looking, and a more feminine version of Teiwaz's. Her hand went up to her ears, but knew before she touched them that they were delicately pointed.

"What happened?" Rae felt resigned. Too many things had happened for her to feel too surprised anymore.

"Morikan changed your shape," Teiwaz said. "I'm sorry..."

"You didn't do it," Rae said practically, "So why are you apologizing?"

"I sort of got you into this," Teiwaz said weakly, aware that he was wavering.

"Your father made you, you mean," Rae said dryly, feeling Teiwaz tense. "Does he have something against moon-elves-who-are-human? I think I remember him charging."

"Grandmother and grandfather were killed by a raiding moon elf party," Teiwaz said flatly.

"I see," Rae said mildly, wondering if she should try to piece together why Teiwaz's father was so repressed from that statement, or just ask later.

"Don't worry about him now," Teiwaz was saying, "When we get to Sanctuary, he won't be able to affect us anymore."

Somehow Rae seriously doubted that, but kept quiet and allowed herself to be rocked into a state of near somnolence.

Sharp voices sounded some time later, waking the both of them from their doze. Quick steps seemed headed their way, and Teiwaz shifted automatically to free a scabbard, placing his hand on the hilt, pushing Rae between him and the wall.

Rae murmured irritably and attempted to reach for her dagger-sheath boots on the ground, but was effectively stopped when the door swung open, not loud enough such that it crashed, but enough to startle the both of them again.

A group of six moon elves walked in, slowly and unthreateningly, but Teiwaz now felt even more suspicious. They were all richly dressed, carrying themselves high and proud enough to be elves of some authority. Some of them appeared to have come from the city's Schools – a warrior wore the graduate cloak, and there was a mind mage as well...

Quite a few stiffened at the sight of him, and just about all radiated disapproval of how close Rae and himself were sitting. The moon elf female who had rescued them with the wind magic of the moon elves hurried in worriedly.

"These two?" one of the elves, scarred on his cheek, asked curtly.

"Yes," the moon elf female looked apologetically at them. Rae noted her eyes held an edge of terror, and her heart sank. The scarred-faced one waved her out of the room.

"Greetings," this from another, shorter elf, though his voice harsher than most as if injured there. "It is not often that we have gold elves in our territory." They seemed to be expecting an answer.

"Certainly not alive ones," Teiwaz commented, not daring to look away for an instant. There were tales of what moon elves did to gold elves or dark elves. And there was that incident with his grandparents...

"True enough," a female with waist-long hair said, her voice slightly amused. "And never before a Nexus pairing. Tell me, sister," Rae took some time before realizing she was speaking to her, "What House are you from?"

"Blue," Rae said unthinkingly at first, thinking about the sports Houses they had in school.

"No house I know of has that name," Scar-face said quietly.

Rae shook her head reflexively. "Actually, I'm not of any of your houses."

"All moon elves have a House," another female, larger in size, said.

"I'm not a moon elf," Rae said, then hurried on in the face of all the critical, unbelieving stares, "Morikan changed me from a human."

"Morikan..." the long-haired female breathed.

"World-Maker work," Scar-face grunted. "What were the two of you doing here?"

"Fleeing from my family," Teiwaz said.

"On Aesthir?" Harsh-voice asked skeptically.

"My brother was a SkyKnight," Teiwaz said, with some difficulty, "He didn't make it."

"It explains the suicide," the female reminded the group.

"Ah," another elf, the warrior, spoke up.

"Why running?" the mind mage asked.

"Morikan changed me and left," Rae said sourly, "Apparently Teiwaz's father objects to moon elves, even though said elf was not actually an elf at first."

The warrior gave a sharp bark of laughter. "The same can be said of moon elves to gold ones," he commented, then looked with interest at Teiwaz. "Sword student?"

"Yes," Teiwaz felt grateful for any interruption. He didn't trust this group, and if he could only get some kind of kinship with the warrior...

"So was I," the warrior said, with a slight smile, "Zaknafein..."

"Hush," the taller female said irritably, "Now, what should we do with the both of you?"

"Send us to the city?" Rae suggested, "We'd be out of all your silvery hair and then you can forget we ever existed. Everyone would be happy."

"Or we may send Teiwaz here back to his family," Scar-face said, "With you along."

Teiwaz stiffened at this, but Rae caught hold of his arm. "I thought moon elves didn't get along with gold ones. Your sending party wouldn't get very far, I'd wager." She said calmly. "And now I'm by default a moon elf. If the story gets around that you sent one of your kind to the gold elves for certain slaughter..."

"There is that," Harsh-voice said, with unwilling admiration, "Were you of a noble house as a human? You seem to have some passing knowledge with these matters."

"No noble houses in my world," Rae said cheerfully, despite their predicament. "At least, not in my country. Democracy. Noble houses are nasty things – always killing each other, pulling strings, getting into scandals and so on. No, I merely read a lot."

"Perhaps more dangerous than a noble house," the shorter female said. "You are not from Sanctuary. Well then, this is even more interesting."

Teiwaz was looking even more dejected – and confused – by the minute. Scar-face abruptly turned his attention to him. "Gold elf, what is your family?"

"LanC'edar," Teiwaz said, "But not anymore, I would believe."

"LanC'edar..." the mindmage repeated, "A powerful family."

"As I said, not anymore," Teiwaz commented, "I'm washing my hands of it."

"You'd find it is not that easy," the taller female said, "You may think that just because you were chased away they would disown you? You are of a Nexus pairing..."

"Speaking of which," the warrior spoke up, "We have a proposition for the both of you."

"What proposition?" Rae asked, poking Teiwaz in the back to remind him to stay silent.

"It is not proper for a moon elf to be Houseless," the mindmage said, "You may have your pick of the Houses of the moon elves."

"Teiwaz?" Rae inquired flatly.

"He may remain with you without harassment. We understand the bonding." The tall female's eyes were unreadable.

"What conditions?" Teiwaz spoke up quietly.

"None at all," the warrior said.

"What if we don't accept?" Rae continued.

"Then you may be returned to LanC'edar, or just held. There are laws against illegal immigrants." Scar-Face said.

"We weren't immigrating!" Rae protested, "If you'd only let us, we'd be out of this stupid place as fast as possible!"

Now Teiwaz's hand was on her leg, calming.

"You entered without permission," the mindmage started.

"We haven't done anything!" Rae refused to be calmed.

"You have crossed the boundary without a pass, and you have lingered for a while. That is already an offense," Scar-face said. "Think. Join one of the most powerful Houses, and you will be absolved of this – as well as entering a life of privilege..."

"A life as a bird in a gilded cage," she said bluntly, "Caught in meshes of power behind bars of my own devising?"

"That is as much as many would wish," the shorter female replied, "All catch themselves in bonds of their family, of responsibilities real or imagined, behind folds of family and friends."

"Of our choosing," Rae snapped. "No bars are those which aren't forced."

"Well put," The warrior murmured, his face going carefully blank when Harsh-voice shot him a glance.

"You choose to say no?" the mind mage asked dangerously.

"What would you do if I did?" Rae asked rebelliously, ignoring Teiwaz's worried expression, "You can't kill us. Morikan and some other World-Maker were taking some interest in us. The other World-Maker even went as far as to tell us that she'd see us in Sanctuary City. And from what I've gathered here, you're all so afraid of these World-Makers that you'd soil yourselves when they even raise an eyebrow at you..."

"You go too far!" Scar-face roared, but the warrior caught his arm.

"They may be favored," the tall female said grudgingly. "But World-Makers only interfere when they believe the situation is direly threatening a plan – if you do not die, I believe even Morikan would not interfere."

"We're expected in the city," Teiwaz said suddenly, "And we don't know who the second World-Maker is, do we? It may be N'avsh, of which all of you may suddenly be blighted by disease, or Shoshuna, of which all your healing spells may suddenly stop working. And I don't know which is worse, eh?"

"There's no indication that they'd interfere," the short female said, "Half of the time, they do not come when invoked."

"I don't know why you'd like to absorb us into your Houses, anyway," Rae said changing the topic smoothly, "It's not like we will help you in any way."

"You may," the short female said, "And without certain protection – we are offering you protection equal to that. You and your paired... friend." She couldn't bring herself to say the stronger word, lover.

Perhaps she hadn't changed subject that smoothly. Teiwaz snorted. "All elves hate each other. Sooner or later I'd have been poisoned, or backstabbed, or magic-blasted. The council doesn't rule all actions of its subjects. Besides, I'm due in the city. I'm sure Zaknafein is having a fit by now..."

"The city is under a riot-circle," the taller female said, "No one allowed in, especially elves."

"Riot? Why?" Teiwaz asked.

"Most rumors are about a gold elf disappearing – and everyone blaming each other," the warrior commented. Teiwaz looked chagrined.

"Maybe if we were to go back it would stop," Rae said.

"Or a moon elf going back with a gold would start it up higher," the mind mage said coldly.

"We'd just take that chance," Rae snapped. "We don't want to deal with you, so go away, or if you'd like, see us to the border." She didn't feel tired anymore, just disgusted with all this political play.

"I'm afraid we can't allow that," Scar-face said, with a hint of a smile.

***

Zaknafein considered what he had learnt briefly as the griffin Wing-leader sat down on its haunches.

Apparently Othila had nightmares – very bad ones that did not wake him up screaming and sweating, but with a hollow-eyed expression that was beyond normal terror, that left him subdued later in breakfast.

According to his students, Teiwaz also had the same problem.

Therefore, it was a safe bet that whatever happened applied to the both of them. They had been together until Sanctuary without once leaving Feyraen, so it was also safe to assume that they had suffered this terrible experience in LanC'edar fortress.

Then why would the both of them want to return to the fortress, and apparently of their own will? Zaknafein would hardly think that either Teiwaz or Othila would wish to return to somewhere potentially dangerous.

Blackmail, perhaps? But LanC'edar law would hardly be in effect in the city, unless those two idiots didn't know about that detail.

The riots were getting worse, with heavier casualties. Zak would hardly miss most of the elf population in the city – proud, sorry creatures with deluded illusions of lives – but this was giving an untoward delay for him to meet the delightful drow pianist of Kverr's. If she wasn't already dead, or worse.

"We could try a scrying," Zak said doubtfully. He and the Wing-leader were alone in the Sword hall, the students having retired an hour ago.

"Scrying?" Pyrikkan stuck his lizard-like, powerful head through one of the arches. "What are you doing now, Zaknafein?"

"Do you think that everything I do is a disaster in some way?" Zak asked sourly, then brightened. "Scry out Teiwaz, will you?"

"Whyever for?" Pyrikkan asked.

"Ssso we can get him back," the griffin wing-leader said.

"And you think that will stop the riots?" the Saur stepped in, shaking his head, "All this elf thing has been brewing for a long time. It so happened that this sparked it off – it could have been anything else."

"If nothing, it may have a chance of stopping this riot," Zaknafein growled. "If it doesn't, I am going to lead a force out there with the rest of the masters to stop it."

"Force against force?" Pyrikkan would have raised an eyebrow if he had one.

"Nothing much that they understand except that," Zak shrugged. "The elves on any world seem to be bereft of sense."

"Including you," Pyrikkan muttered under his breath. "Very well."

The Saur sat down next to the griffin, closed his eyes, and began to speak clearly and slowly in a trilling language not unlike Kverr when singing. Loremaster's words had magic, but Zak understood the magic worked in an odd way – you more or less 'told' the magic a short story in the dragon's trilling tongue, lulling it to work for you. Hence Loremaster, master of stories.

Talents, however – talents had the ability to tell a story unconsciously by a word alone, adding meaning to it through their own inborn power. Talents were born, yes, and not created, nor could any be trained up to that level.

Whatever Pyrikkan was doing now, it was working. Illusion opened, the Saur's favorite magic, to show a very small, dollhouse scale model of a small but richly furnished room.

Pyrikkan's voice changed, and sound opened to them as if they were inside the room itself.

Teiwaz was sitting on a couch next to a moon elf. The room was carpeted softly, the couch against one of the walls, with a small glass table in front of it. A bowl was on the table, laden with fresh fruit.

There was a door leading presumably out, one to the restroom, and one to the bedroom. The room Teiwaz was in had a few tapestries and some potted plants, but nothing else.

Zak looked hard at the moon elf. A pretty creature indeed, and they were talking earnestly.

"How long do you think before they'd come in and check again?" she was saying.

"Probably dinner," Teiwaz sighed, looking at the window of the room. It was barred tight.

"Wonderful," the moon elf was said, leaning back on the couch, "How long before they try and absorb me into one of their Houses?"

"They won't use physical force," Teiwaz said, "I think."

"Yes, yes," the moon elf said, "Nexus pairing, only one they've ever seen, blah. Huh. Can you use your..." she waved one hand in the air vaguely, "to get us out of here?"

"They put wards on the place against getting out or defusing," Teiwaz said gloomily, "Attuned to us. If I were to try, they might just blow up, or worse."

"Wonderful," the moon elf repeated.

Zaknafein looked blankly at Pyrikkan. "Nexus pairing? And I thought all moon elves were Housed?"

Pyrikkan was trembling with excitement. "Nexus pairing is a rare thing – apparently every sentient being has an 'other half'. If they meet, and a World-Maker triggers the bond, they can enhance each other's powers."

"Sssoul-mate?" the griffin Wing-leader asked.

"Close," Pyrikkan said, "But no love or any of those 'can't live without thee' rubbish. Some Nexus pairs get along as best friends – in fact, most of the pairs are only best friends. It doesn't have to be opposite sex, you see."

"This isn't common, right?" Zaknafein was watching intently.

"No. The pairings may be scattered around time zones, like born several thousands of years apart, or born in different dimensions, or other worlds. They may not even be of the same species." Pyrikkan said.

"Whose joke was this?" Zak asked wearily.

"Joke?" the Wing-leader asked, sounding puzzled.

"One of the World-Makers must have made this stupid bond thing. GrayWolf, was it?" Zak asked.

"Morikan was one of them," Pyrikkan said doubtfully.

"Only natural," Zak muttered. "Right. Now, if you'd please, open a portal over to them."

"I don't think I can," Pyrikkan said. "I'm not strong enough."

"Can you talk to them?" Zak inquired.

"Better, I can let them hear us," Pyrikkan began to chant again.

Zaknafein waited until he'd stopped, then said tentatively, "Teiwaz?"

The two small figures in the illusion jerked, and looked around wildly.

"Master Zaknafein?" Teiwaz asked. "Er. Where are you?"

"Sword hall," Zaknafein said, feeling unnerved about speaking to the illusion, "We're going to try and get you out."

"You'd have to take Rae out, too," Teiwaz reached out and took the moon elf's hand.

"Whatever," Zaknafein said wearily, "Where's Othila?"

"Dead," Teiwaz's voice shook. "N'anvan committed suicide."

"Why did he die?" the griffin asked harshly.

"Father killed him," Teiwaz said shortly. "How're we going to get out?"

"I can't portal," Pyrikkan said, "Only Talents were able to hold enough, and even so the portal may or may not collapse halfway. Horrible things."

"Anything's better than here," Rae said. "What if someone else defuses the wards..."

"And I try to do a portal." Teiwaz finished.

"You're a Talent?" Zak asked curiously.

"The pairing enhances," Teiwaz said, "Hurry."

Pyrikkan sighed, and closed his eyes again, chanting out. Zaknafein and the griffin waited tensely as the Saur seemed to pull into himself under the strain – the words hissed out between pointed teeth, his nostrils dilating, the tail not moving anymore.

"Done," the Saur said finally, slumping back to support himself partly on his tail.

"A true master," Teiwaz grinned, then took Rae's hand. "Let's go."

The two figures disappeared from the illusion. Zaknafein looked around, and they stepped out of a hole in the air with an audible sound like the uncorking of a champagne bottle.

Teiwaz immediately half-collapsed when the hole reformed into air, and the moon elf Rae caught him, supporting him until Zaknafein stepped forward to help her lower him into a chair.

"Finally," Rae also looked as tired as Teiwaz. She looked around suspiciously. "Now where are we?"

"Sword hall," Zaknafein said with mock solemnity. "Sanctuary City."


Part 7: Seventh Hell?

Zaknafein looked curiously at Rae, then paused as if searching up the most insulting thing he could say. "Welcome to the city... lass."

Rae raised an eyebrow slightly. "Lass?"

"Female girl," Zaknafein supplied rather helpfully.

"Ah. Thank you very much... lad." Rae's wide smile threatened to turn into a smirk. Zaknafein blinked, then grinned mockingly.

Pyrikkan and the griffin Wing-leader both looked very amused. "Met your match, Zaknafein?" Pyrikkan inquired. Rae found his voice rasping and odd, coming from a creature that so closely resembled a dinosaur.

"Not in life," Zak smiled, "And certainly not after death."

"Proud, aren't we?" Rae asked dryly.

"Pride's a fine thing unless it gets in the way of your actions," Zak commented philosophically.

"You're talking," Rae observed, "That's an action, isn't it?"

"It wasn't in the way," Zaknafein bantered.

"You were talking about it, so I'd say it was," Rae replied. "Is this a rather unoriginal test to see my character?"

"Not exactly," Zak said, "I don't judge people on one test alone."

"How interesting," Rae drawled, "Several tests then, and one final exam?"

"No," Zak shrugged, "All the time. This is just one of the things I say to new Sword students."

"If I ever join a school," Rae said slowly and decisively, "It won't be warrior." She paused, then looked mischievously at Teiwaz. "Did Teiwaz pass this one?"

"As a matter of fact, no," Zak smirked at Teiwaz's expression of consternation.

"I am to inforrrm my Ssschool of Othila'sss Passsing," the griffin interrupted, bowed, and padded out of the hall. Pyrikkan looked at the three of them thoughtfully. "I'm sure this is very relevant and interesting," the Saur cleared its throat, "But really... now do we report Teiwaz's presence?"

"And an illegal moon elf immigrant," Zak grinned wickedly.

"Riot acts," Pyrikkan said sourly. "Well, this one... well..."

"I'm not exactly a moon elf," Rae snapped, "I'm human. Morikan changed me, that damned..."

"Whoops." Zak said quietly. A shadow detached itself from the platform to stand next to Zaknafein. Pyrikkan stood up quickly, nearly entangling himself with his tail, and bowed.

Morikan nodded gravely at the Saur then made a dismissive move of his head. Pyrikkan shrugged at Zak, and scooted out.

"Saying Morikan's name, or insulting him, calls his attention," Teiwaz said belatedly. "You did both."

"And I wanted to come. That's something too," Morikan said, looking appreciatively at Rae. "At least the both of you finally managed to come..."

"No thanks to you," Rae told the World-Maker. Zaknafein raised an eyebrow.

"Enough of that," Morikan told her. "Well now, I believe I'd have to make an announcement about this to stop the riots – partially."

"I'm stuck forever in this form?" Rae asked.

"Probably," Morikan replied coolly, "Until you die, which will be a few centuries, I believe..."

Rae's eyes narrowed. "What do you want?"

"Quick and to the point," Morikan grinned, looking significantly at Zak. The Sword Master shrugged.

"I didn't tell her anything," Zak said.

Morikan ignored him. "Stay in Sanctuary City. It will be interesting to observe such an unlikely Nexus pairing."

"Interesting?" Rae snarled, "To pull me out of my life, kill a gold elf..."

"LanC'edar's Head did," Morikan interrupted mildly.

"Same thing! If you hadn't influenced the father to pull Teiwaz from the city, breaking one of your rules in the process..."

"Rae," Teiwaz protested, but she plunged on.

"This won't have happened!" Rae glared at Morikan, shoulders heaving with suppressed violence. Teiwaz caught her hand, and Rae was dimly aware that she had stepped forward, shoulders slightly hunched in an offensive move.

Morikan merely grinned infuriatingly, and clapped his hands slowly twice. "Well said," he murmured. "What wouldn't have happened, my dear?"

Rae stared at him in outrage. "All the riots! Me stuck in this horribly weak..."

"Beautiful," Morikan put in.

"Beautiful body... hey," Rae glared and frowned. "Anyway,"

"And you wouldn't have this bond," Morikan said reasonably.

"Just because something is desirable in the eyes of other people, does not mean that the people affected want it," Zaknafein observed. Morikan raised an eyebrow at the Sword Master.

"No drinking in the School," Zak explained moodily, "And I'm feeling exceedingly sober."

"I see," Morikan said dryly, "Just as well."

"Stop the riots," Zak urged.

"They're not minding us as yet," Morikan replied, "Until they touch the Building, they are not an urgency..."

"People are getting hurt," Teiwaz said from his chair.

"They do that all the time," Morikan grinned.

"It is very obvious," Rae drawled, "That he wants all three of us to do something. Blackmail."

"Not so strong a word," Morikan demurred, "Fair trade."

"They will get to the Building sooner or later," Zak pointed out. He stopped, then asked curiously, "What trade?"

"Or they may not," Morikan replied easily. "The trade is simple. For Zak, I'd stop the riots personally. For Rae, a wish, for Teiwaz, another. Just find the answer to this:

I am egress and ingress
I am out and I am in
To pass through will cost a toll:
Seven tokens, and
The Tree-spirit's Consent.
Three less one and you will fail.
"

"That's the worst bit of doggerel I've ever heard," Rae said.

"Not surprising, since GrayWolf wrote it," Morikan looked unperturbed. There was a growl behind him, but nothing there when Rae peered.

"Out and in..." Zak frowned. "A tunnel?"

"Wrong track altogether," Morikan said smugly. "I'd leave the three of you to find it." He bowed mockingly, and disappeared.

"I hate it when he does that," Zak sighed, pushing himself up to sit on the platform. "Right now all the 'in and out' I can think of is entirely off track."

"You'd never know," Rae said, leaning against Teiwaz's chair to allow him to put an arm around her waist.

"Really off," Zak grinned viciously.

"Yes?" Rae raised her eyebrow.

"Nevermind," Teiwaz said hurriedly.

"Spoilsport," Rae accused. "I wonder. Egress and Ingress – entrance and exit?"

"Exit." Zak murmured, then he blinked. "I see..."

"What a stupid riddle," Rae was smiling in relief.

"Explain, please," Teiwaz said impatiently. "I appreciate I'm slower than the both of you..."

"What happens when you exit? You go out of somewhere, and enter, or go in, to another place," Rae said triumphantly. She looked around expectantly. "Where's that stupid dragon?"

"Morikan?" Zak asked, looking around. He frowned.

"Find the answer." The deep, nearly choral voice seemed to come from everywhere. "Find the answer!"

"We have to find the exit," Teiwaz pointed out, with a sigh.

"Easy," Zak said, "Come on." He walked briskly out of the Sword Hall, trailing Rae and Teiwaz.

The corridors were darkened. What few mage lights flickered on and off fitfully. Greasy smoke rose from torches, the dancing flame throwing elongated shadows on the walls.

"That's odd," Teiwaz said, "I certainly don't remember torches."

"Neither do I," Zak murmured, examining one torch holder, metal and pitted with rust. "Oh dear."

The holder was worn with time and dust and neglect. The fire burning on the torches also seemed unreal – too greenish blue for true torch flame, and they did not seem to be scorching the oil-soaked cloth torch tops much.

Zak looked with narrowed eyes at the wide corridor, and led them quietly past into a circular room. In the center was an indoor fountain of a white dragon, mouth gaping open, but no water. Zak looked at the fountain in disbelief, then down at the floor.

Their footprints left visible marks on a thick layer of dust. Rae began to sneeze as Zak squatted down to touch the dust, accidentally stirring it.

"It's abandoned," Teiwaz shivered. His voice echoed around the circular room: "abandon... andon... don..."

For as long as he remembered, the Warrior school had been... was a noisy place, with the soft undertones of 'thwacks' as arrows hit or missed their marks, the ring of metal on metal, faint growls from the Illusion room, the chatter of students and the voices of Masters. This emptiness of sound appalled him – the silence was almost deafening. As for the fountain – it was magic-run... for it to be bone dry was a sharp shock.

"Right," Zak said quietly, "And we're getting out of here."

Rae did her best to copy the way the other two elves moved, as they padded silently and with excruciating slowness in what seemed an eternal maze. Finally they emerged into the large courtyard of the Warrior School.

The courtyard was overgrown with weeds. The small plants sank their tenacious roots into the sand-covered area, but were themselves withered and yellow, if not a desiccated black. The sky above, as if to mock the desolation around them, was a brilliant cloudless blue.

The city around was just as quiet. The buildings were crumbling, and Zak grimly identified a large heap of rubble southwest of them as the remains of the magically floating School of Sorcery. Another smaller pile northwards Teiwaz pointed out as the Flying Horse tavern, another floating structure.

"The Library..." Zak's voice trailed off. The structure was a magnificent ruin. The mother-of-pearl was dulled and tarnished, no longer shining with its multi-hued fire.

The teleporters were mostly smashed, the three noted as they wandered in silent horror through the ruins. The silver handles had all been removed, which certainly suggested an invasion.

Rae nearly gasped when they came to a junction. The street stretching to their sides was pitted with magical craters, and blackened skeletons. Zak walked callously over to one of them, and began poking at the armor. Rae shut her eyes tightly.

"Looks elven," was his comment.

"This is obviously centaur," Teiwaz stood over a more massive centaur. The spine of the human part was shattered, but ended still with the heavy-boned horse skeleton. "Wonder what happened?"

Rae looked down fixedly as the two continued looking at the rubble, then noticed what had been vaguely missing all the time. "Guys?" she said quietly, "We seem to be lacking a shadow."

Zak blinked, looked down, then looked around at the ruins, then up at the sky. Rae noted further that although it had seemed like midday, the 'sunlight' was wan and evenly spread out. Too evenly spread out.

"That cannot be a sun," Teiwaz said, pointing. Rae squinted automatically to avoid the blinding glare, then realized that she could look directly at the circle. It resembled a dull, yellowed moon.

"It's not," Zak said. "Now, we have to think. Where are we?"

"Alternate dimension has my vote," Rae said. "This is weird enough to belong in a season of the X-files."

"World-Maker subreality has mine," Teiwaz countered, deciding not to ask what 'X-files' was. Probably some kind of year.

"We need 'seven tokens'," Zak continued, ticking off the requirement on his fingers.

"It'd be centuries before we find anything here." Rae said. "Where are there Tree-Spirits? Dryads, is that it?"

"Dryads?" Teiwaz blinked. "That's Wraithe-Isle. Even if we could find a way over the ocean there, you wouldn't want to go in. Believe me."

"The only other tree here that vaguely has a spirit is the Druid School, and it seems to be lacking," Zak said dryly.

"Really?" Rae asked.

"See that great space there?" Zak pointed to another weed-grown, wide field just visible over a caved-in roof. "That's where it used to be."

***

The field yielded several large protrusions that may have been roots, but nothing else. Zak sighed, and sat down on a large rock, which seemed to have been thrown by magical force or otherwise.

"I could try portalling us out," Teiwaz said.

"And risk ending up somewhere worse?" Zak inquired, drawing Scorcher. The sword reluctantly burned with its magical red flame. Zak frowned again as he swung the sword – it left a wavering trail not unlike an effect a really hot day had on concrete.

"Magic doesn't work right." Rae voiced the Sword-Master's thoughts.

Zak sniffed the air, then cocked his head. "Do you hear something?"

Teiwaz repeated the actions. "No."

"Yes," Rae said at the same time, ignoring Teiwaz's raised eyebrow. "Smells a faint whiff of a science experiment in primary school. The one about rotting prawns and maggots..."

The sound was definitely more audible now. Rae trailed off as the three strained to discern where it came from, a steady, grotesquely rhythmic schlup...blup...schlup...blup sound.

Zak paled. "Oh no."

"What is it?" Teiwaz looked around nervously. Open field, no place to hide.

"That sounds exactly like zombies." Zak said slowly. Small beads of sweat broke out on his head.

"Are you all right?" Rae asked sharply.

"It's an affectation of mine," Zak admitted, "Never got over it, even though I've sort of been one – and technically am one now. I've always suspected Malice did the Zin-carla spell on me partially because of it. It's difficult to take back control of something you absolutely loathe in your heart..."

"You're afraid of zombies? Walking Dead?" Teiwaz demanded incredulously, "I've seen you face down worse in the Illusion room..."

"You don't have to rub it in," Zak muttered. "Oh sure, it's nearly a fact of life where I first came from – but one thing I always used to do was to put a fair distance after a battle between myself and all those priestesses casting the spells..."

"Nice to see you're human," Rae said, then paused. "Then again, that's not exactly accurate... oh. Here they come."

The horde of zombies looked far away, lurching up a street, but most definitely were coming towards them. Rae and Teiwaz needed no urging to take off after Zaknafein.

"We won't be able to lose them if they're set on finding us," Zak said as he ran smoothly, "Oh damn..."

Rae screamed as hands grabbed her from a smaller street. The hidden zombies attempted to grab at Zak and Teiwaz, but they dodged nearly automatically.

The zombies were things of horror. They reeked a gut-wrenching smell of rotting garbage, flesh, and death. Eyes that were not already decomposed bulged with gas, and their flesh seemed to slough away and liquefy before their eyes. Some magic seemed to be keeping them together. They were mostly humanoid, though with some griffins and centaurs...

"Rae!" Teiwaz drew his swords, plunging into the horde. Rae had somehow drawn her daggers, but her ineffectual swipes and stabs did not seem to harm her captor. Finally she cut off the hands holding her, taking labored breaths through her mouth, but another just as quickly got hold of her, attempting to smother her with its foul flesh...

Some started at Zak, who was warring with himself. His every instinct saw that Teiwaz and Rae were too much in the thick of things to save, and told him to run – before the second horde caught up with him. The stench gagged him and made him nauseous, something he hadn't felt since he'd been resurrected the second time.

He tried turning intangible when a decaying Hiran with ragged feathers swooped down on him from above, and found he couldn't. Panicking, he drew and thrust both swords blindly upwards, skewering the flying humanoid.

Scorcher and Frostbite seemed to make an effort. The Hiran fell, making bubbling noises as it began to burn slowly, and its flesh turning to ash that crumbled off its bones. It collided into the two reaching for him – they too, caught fire.

Zak held back the bile rising in his throat, and looked for Rae and Teiwaz. They were back to back in desperation, but about to be overwhelmed.

"Run!" Rae shouted at him. Sputtering dragonfire spat from Teiwaz's fingers, catching a few of the nightmarish creatures, then the magic seemed to stop.

Zak looked at them indecisively. If he ran, there was a chance that he would survive, or bring help if he could find it... if he stayed, since he seemed to be the next best thing to being mortal, he would die. There were no such things as one person against many and winning, he knew.

Then again, if he left, he needed them to get out of this world, so if they died, he'd be stuck here.

It was easier to charge in with that solid implication other than some half-formed idea of self-sacrifice.

***

"I thought he had better sense," Rae muttered. Her voice, filtering through her harsh, nearly sobbing breaths, sounded odd even to herself.

Teiwaz didn't answer – one thing Zak and the other Warrior School Masters pounded into them was not to waste energy on anything else in a fight other than fighting itself. Killing or overwhelming your opponent was satisfaction and ample repayment itself to any insults that may have been flung.

He'd given up on the dragonfire, or any other spells. Some ambience about the ruins warped magic. Anything he did either failed, worked miserably, or turned on himself. Already his cloak was scorched, and some of his hair singed.

The leprous arms still reached at them, nails blackened with filth and worse scratching out, flesh sloughing off. Up close, what was left of the humanoid zombie features weren't frozen in the stereotypical horror, or rage, or mindless bloodlust, but a grotesque, leering, smile that bared the rotting teeth.

Stabbing their hearts or other vital organs didn't work. Maiming and such did, but Rae cried out when a severed hand raised itself on five long, once-aristocratic fingers and scuttled, spider-like, over to her ankle and latched on, nails digging in. She'd kicked it away with unnecessary force, where it had proceeded to attempt to strangle the zombie it'd landed on.

That gave Teiwaz a quick idea. "Keep moving," he whispered to Rae. She understood nearly instantaneously: the zombies that lacked eyes seemed to have more trouble following, and just went along with all the converging others. If they moved, they'd give no chance for converging.

Zaknafein had plowed his way over to them. He acknowledged Rae's relieved smile with a nod, then ran through one that came up behind her. His eyes were still very wide, and he was too pale, but he never faltered.

"Overtrained," Rae offered.

"Shut up and fight," Zak snapped. "Now. There as to be a focus around here. These are magical constructs, not the normal Resurrect-and-leave-alone type. To keep them moving, let alone focus on us, needs a fix-point."

Teiwaz nodded, still hacking at a barishi corpse. The once-intelligent eyes were deflated already, but the cruel horns nearly caught Teiwaz on the side.

"Anything particular?" Rae inquired. Zak winced at her clumsy swipe that only managed a harmless laceration across what looked like the remains of something elven. The daggers seemed faster, lighter, but useless against parrying such attacks.

"It'd be nearby." Zak said, "Or getting closer. They're getting better." He didn't need to elaborate who 'they' were. The moves were faster now, nearly as fast as something alive was.

A wild laugh behind at the field they had left. Standing precariously on the backs of two decaying centaurs was a smaller shape, holding something aloft that flashed occasionally. There was no light that illuminated and cast a shadow, but it was as glaring as looking at a morning's sun.

"Focus?" Rae asked wearily, hopefully. The girl wasn't fit, Zak saw, and this had already tired her. She was smeared with liquefying decay, and the horror was beginning to catch up with her.

"Possibly. Look at those centaurs." Teiwaz said. The centaurs weren't even dropping bits of themselves. Their four hooves planted on the ground, immovable as rock. Straggly remnants of mane and tail wavered in fitful bursts of wind over the wide expanse.

"I'd break out," Zak said, and did so, plowing grimly through the throng. Wild slashing of both twin swords caused a mild attack of burning in the ranks, and the zombies seemed more wary, drawing back to concentrate on Rae and Teiwaz.

The figure realized late what Zak was attempting to do, and some zombies broke off to lurch after the Sword Master. Zak was running flat-out; swords low, sprinting impossibly quickly.

One of the centaurs tried moving forward, but the shape nearly fell off. It spoke sharply, and the centaur stopped enough for it to vault gracefully down and walk arrogantly forward.

Zak nearly stopped when he went closer. The figure wore a Master's cloak – that of the Sword-Master, though what showed of the back certainly wasn't Morikan's visage. He – obviously a he – was certainly not a zombie, and the face was too familiar.

"Not again," Zak moaned. It was Drizzt.

Drizzt, in some ways, looked more formidable. Instead of the 'innocence' and the eagerness, the remnants of a cold, hard calculating mind of a successful mercenary or lawyer showed under his mad smile. The wild, barely controlled fighter emotions had been – had once been – replaced by the precision and planned thought of one who truly loved fighting for what it was – a way to stay alive and to earn one's bread, and not prancing and posturing.

And most of all, smile wrinkles showed that the 'cold mask' thing hadn't been a facade or a 'protective shield'. It had been a serious emotion that came when he had fought, like a painter that only took out his brushes to paint, that this Drizzt had just as easily put down after to laugh with friends.

This one had made a good Master, Zak knew. This one must have replaced him fair and square. And yet – what had happened?

He was going to murder Morikan later. There would be a later...

"Have you come back then?" Drizzt asked, curiously. He was mad, but like a mirror – everything just reflected off him, not like the usual, insult-him-and-he-makes-a-mistake mad. Zak felt his heart sinking.

"Do you know of an 'exit' that requires seven tokens?" Zak replied, ignoring the question. There was no need to kill one already insane – if he saw whole 'subjects' in his zombies, as far as Zak was concerned, he was welcome to it. Especially if he had been involved in the destruction of the city.

As Drizzt seemed to truly consider this, Zak saw what the glaring thing was. It was a black statuette of a panther. "And leave off my friends," Zak added. "Please."

"Please?" Drizzt repeated, in a tone of near childish wonder, as if at a new word. "Please?"

Zak nodded. It hadn't cost him anything to ask.

"They said that when I changed them," Drizzt waved his hand at the zombie crowd. Zak dared not lose eye contact. "Please, they asked. Please. Don't change us." He mimicked, then smiled, a cold mercenary smile when negotiating a deal. "I did anyway. Guen asked too. Please don't use the figurine for this. But I did. It's the only thing I had with enough inherent magic..."

Zak was still mildly recovering over the fact that Drizzt actually knew how to use the word 'inherent', when Drizzt moved, without as much warning as a striking cat. Zak flinched away, attempting and failing to turn insubstantial, but the panther figurine brushed his arm. Drizzt sprang back.

Zak looked down at his arm. Nothing had happened. He looked curiously at Drizzt.

"Odd, odd, odd," Drizzt commented with mild ire as if he had realized he hadn't bathed for two days.

"You attempted to change me?" Zak asked incredulously. And unwilling respect. This Drizzt would have been a welcome – and worthy – opponent.

"Yes," Drizzt said. "You don't look changed."

"I'm already dead," Zak said, not bothering to grin at Drizzt's raised eyebrow, already moving, Frostbite catching the figurine to fling it out in a tight arc, enough for him to spring for it just as Drizzt reacted the same way.

Scorcher flashed down, making hard contact. There was a cattish sound, almost like a purring sigh, as the figurine broke into impossible fragments. Time seemed to slow...

This Drizzt wasn't bemoaning his broken figurine. He was already, silently, going for Zak, swords out. His swords were tear wrenching to look at, magically blurring things, quest items, and a perfect but alien darting sequence. Zak shut his eyes tight and met the swords with his own, settling into a routine move. He forced himself not to speculate on what happened to the zombies.

Drizzt's strong, confident, beautifully precise non-dance moves abruptly faltered and slid away. Zak opened his eyes to see Teiwaz and Rae. Teiwaz's sword was sticking out of the body.

Zak watched the light go slowly out of this Drizzt's eyes, of eyes that had once belonged to someone, like him, too damned to die, and had been damned anyway. A true son in a way, Zak decided, but he felt no pain.

Drizzt's body seemed to dissolve into dry silvered sparkles that condensed into a pendant of a winking dragon.

"Bloody Morikan," Zak growled, catching the falling pendant.

"Not me," Again, the choral voices. Rae breathed relief as the muck also dissolved off the three of them. The atmosphere around them flickered into something new.

This time, Teiwaz paled.


Part 8: Eighth Horror

They were standing on the balcony of LanC'edar Hall. Thankfully, it was empty. Light shone on something that certainly hadn't been there the last time Rae had seen the Hall – a small, beautifully carved porcelain statue of a wolf on a pedestal.

Teiwaz was staring at the statue. Rae nudged him. "Teiwaz?" she asked. The shock emanating from him was mind numbing.

"We're all insubstantial," Zak growled, thrusting a hand through the stone balustrade.

"Ghosts?" Rae asked, looking down on herself. She looked solid, and so did Teiwaz. Tentatively, she pushed a hand at a coat of heavy-looking antique bronze armor hung on a stand, and watched as it passed right through with fascination. There was no sensation at all, as if she'd just moved her hand through thin air.

"Where's this place, anyway?" Zak asked, looking out over the balcony.

"LanC'edar Hall," Rae replied, poking Teiwaz. He didn't respond.

"What's wrong with you?" Zak demanded, wandering around Teiwaz. He pushed a finger at Teiwaz's eyes, and the gold elf seemed to wake up, startled, catching Zak's hand before sheepishly letting it go.

"It's a shock," Teiwaz said quietly, "That statue looks familiar..." he frowned. "I remember it."

"Remember it from when?" Zak tapped his foot in impatience.

Teiwaz shook his head in frustration. Rae pushed Zak aside to stand in front of Teiwaz, pulling his head down between her hands.

The Nexus link certainly felt open. Surface thoughts, the shallow veneer of 'see' and 'interpret' were very obvious, but this time were near-overwhelmed by a building flood of catatonic shock.

The layer below was 'visible' in outline, but not as in depth as the first. Perhaps it could be viewed, Rae though wryly, as swimming. The lower one went, the larger the chance that one would sink down forever into the water out of wonder or of drowning.

Teiwaz seemed to sense this, and forced a mental picture of a rope. She pushed her presence into solid, and slid down the rope, but abruptly seemed to hit – and bounce off – something impenetrable.

It was also opaque. After dematerializing slowly and painfully she probed around. Teiwaz winced, but she ignored him. There was no flaw or blemish in the surface that she would be able to peer through, so she surfaced carefully.

"You'd make a good mind reader," Teiwaz commented wryly.

Zak fairly danced around the pair. "What happened? What did you do?"

"Went inside to see what he can't remember," Rae said, firmly pulling Teiwaz's arms around her, and then leaning backwards.

"And?" Zak inquired.

"Mental block," Rae replied. "Or that's what I'd think it'd look like – a sort of boxed in wall with infinite ends. No wonder good psychiatrists get paid so much…"

"Maybe what's coming will break it," Teiwaz said. There was a sound of something approaching, but was a crisp pattering instead of the wet squelching sound of the constructs on the 'world' behind them.

A boy-child pattered into the entrance, and looked around cautiously. He seemed to look right through them. The child was elven, gold haired and skin of darker hue, wearing plain, stern clothing.

Teiwaz blinked at the sight of the small shape. Zak looked at him, then at the boy. "Descendant of yours?" he inquired.

"I think it is him, Zaknafein," Rae said slowly.

The child, thinking that no one was inside the Hall, pattered in, eyes shining. White, nearly healed scars showed from his cheek that led into the plain shirt, and he moved half-stooped, as if some healing wound pulled at his gait.

Inquisitively, the younger Teiwaz examined the furniture and the decorative tapestries. "I was never allowed inside the Hall," Teiwaz said emotionlessly, "Father was afraid I'd break something..."

The younger Teiwaz gave no implication of having heard this. Fascinated, the three of them watched on as he bounded from carving to statue to copper-tooled design, until unerringly he came to the porcelain statue of the wolf.

The child moved a small, padded footstool over and stood on it, bringing his head on level with that of the statue. A small hand stuck out to stroke the cool surface of the inhumanly detailed carving.

"Someone else's coming," Zak commented, cocking his head. A barely perceptible sound of footsteps on the marble outside.

Teiwaz's father appeared at the door, causing the older Teiwaz to start involuntarily. He had fewer gray hairs, but the cruel eyes and the sneering lip were still evident – as well as the lines of pain that streaked his face. He was less stooped, obviously younger. He was wearing a light robe, a dagger sheath at his side. One hand held a candle on a candleholder.

His eyes flashed murder when he saw the child. "Teiwaz!" he barked.

Younger Teiwaz flinched violently, his hand flinging out in fright, knocking down the statue from its lofty perch…

The father had sprung forward, but the statue shattered to millions of shards on the ground.

Rae felt the older Teiwaz shaking, muscular spasms of suppressed old fear and new shock.

Father and child watched the remains in shock, and the child nearly fell over backwards from his perch when a gray mist rose from the statue. Amorphous legs and a tail and vulpine head flowed into shape. Eyes of amber gold shot a look straight at the three them, and the wolf head gaped in laughter and warning before the entire zephyr melted away into the air.

The father snarled, and Rae had never seen a face that looked so bestial in its furious rage. He stalked forward and snatched up younger Teiwaz, shaking the child violently. "Do you know what you have done?"

The child whispered apology through teeth biting at his lip and a snow-pale face. The father just slammed the child hard into the pedestal, getting a small whimper from the limp form.

"Gods, didn't your mother do anything?" Zak demanded. Granted, this was nearly common practice in Menzoberranzan, but this was Sanctuary. A glance at Teiwaz's face was all he needed to know that this was a true memory.

"She was afraid of father," Teiwaz shook his head, "She needed his title, and she'd given him hold on her money..." His eyes were locked on the child. "Let's go."

"I think you have to watch," Rae said.

"We have to go," Teiwaz said urgently, attempting to drag her forward. Rae shook her head.

"Anything worse going to happen?" Zak asked.

"I feel so," Teiwaz said grimly.

Teiwaz's father gripped the child by the throat by a oddly gentle but firm grip, then smiled in perverse ecstasy as his grip tightened. Younger Teiwaz struggled ineffectually, but did not attempt to even attack or push away his father.

The older elf loosed his grip, and tipped the candle holder over the child, laughing at the cries forced from younger Teiwaz at the hot wax dripping onto his hair. The child jerked violently to the side in pain, and the drops of wax scalded his arm.

Rae noted scars on the child's arm that looked horribly like that of wax burns. Which meant that this had happened before. She felt a wave a nausea, and rage.

A stronger gliding step, and a female elf appeared at the doorway. "Father, Othila's..." she stopped, paling at the scene before her. She resembled Othila and Teiwaz strongly, but other than that was stunningly, unearthily beautiful, easily surpassing Berkana, or anyone else Rae had ever seen. Her eyes were meltingly blue, and the soft flush of her cheeks and the rose-red, full lips were immortal beauty itself. Contrasting with her face was the severely plain, white dress.

"Jera," the older Teiwaz said grimly. "My sister."

"I didn't see her when we were visiting," Rae said.

"You wouldn't have," Teiwaz said flatly, sounding pained. "She's dead."

The older elf dropped Teiwaz to regard his daughter, and the child uncurled and ran to his sister, hiding his face in to folds of her dress. Their father stood up carefully, placing the candle holder on the pedestal, then turning around with predator-like grace.

"Jera," he smiled wolfishly, and there was another light in his eyes, an entirely wrong type of hunger. "Leave the boy, and come here."

Jera, if anything, turned even paler. She pushed younger Teiwaz roughly away, attempting to shoo the still-stunned child down the corridor, then hesitated, as if wondering whether to run.

Too late, for their father was already at her side with frightening speed, holding on with a vice-like grip to her arm. He looked closely at her with hot eyes, smiled crookedly, then lowered his head slowly.

Jera jerked violently away, looked as surprised as her father did when she broke free, but lost her balance. Time seemed to slow as she fell, slow-motion, and hit her head with an audible crack on the foot of a stone statue of an armored elf. She didn't get up, and a crimson pool began to stain her beautiful hair.

Rae's hand tightened on Teiwaz's and felt his breathing – erratic, and nearly sobbing.

"We have to try and go, now," he said urgently.

"What else can happen?" Zak muttered, voice tight with outrage.

Teiwaz's father stalked over to Jera's body, and bent down to turn her over. Oddly, Jera's death-expression was not surprise, or horror, but a serene smile that lighted up her features even further.

Rae was aware of younger Teiwaz staring at his sister's corpse in unmoving horror, then her attention switched back to the father. His face was not remorseful, or angry, but oddly curious, as if a toy hadn't worked out as he thought it would.

Then his hand reached to the buttons on the dress of Jera's body.

Rae looked away, sickened, but couldn't block out the sounds as Teiwaz's father took his vile pleasure. Her eyes met that of Zak's, and found the same grim horror reflected in his.

"I have never heard..." Zak began, then corrected himself, "In Sanctuary, of all places..." he looked to Teiwaz, who had torn his eyes from the scene to bury his head in Rae's hair. "When we get back to the city..."

"Your father's going to pay," Rae finished quietly. The atmosphere blurred to a gray blankness, but Teiwaz was still shaking. She twisted around to hold him, supporting him as his legs gave beneath him, and rocked him, crooning.

Zak padded over to where something glinted in the dull light, and picked it up. It was a small but lean-looking flower, with uneven petals and a deep gray interior. "The Wolf flower," Zak sighed. "GrayWolf's token." He put it inside his pocket, and the atmosphere flickered again, to focus gradually.

"Five more to go," Rae grinned weakly, turning to look at him. She blinked.

Zak looked down. He no longer had his swords, and his clothes were made of some unknown material. He did, however, recognize trousers and shirt. His skin was no longer ebony black, but merely dark tanned skin. His hair was no longer white, but a very bleached-looking yellow. He was holding a heavy-looking duffel bag, frowning as he examined it.

"You're human," Rae said. She looked down at herself, noting she was wearing a dark green 'prom' dress, those long ones that seemed to stay up by magic without straps, as though going for a party. Her skin was back to normal, and her hair – back to normal, too. She nearly breathed a sign of relief before looking down at Teiwaz.

He had also lost the pointed ears, though retaining his hair color. His skin had become more bronzed than gold, and he did seem heavier. Teiwaz was also wearing a shirt and trousers, no swords.

"All right now?" Rae whispered at him. She noted she still had the boots with the daggers in them. Small comfort, at least.

Teiwaz nodded gratefully at her, and struggled up. She helped him and herself to their feet before peering down the road.

They were on a wide, shady avenue. The end led to a large house, bright lights shining from every possible orifice. Rae looked unbelievingly at the house.

"That's Jean's house," she said. "Odd. I don't remember anything bad about it." Rae frowned further. "Nor that it was this big."

Wreathed in lights, Jean's house seemed three times larger than she remembered it, now a veritable mansion. More shady pines graced the lawn with their foamy-looking, translucent green clouds of leaves than she remembered, but one pine in particular she remembered – the one with the stark, sickly, leprous-looking white bark.

Teiwaz was staring at her. "You look older," he said, when she glanced at him.

Zak wandered around to take a look. "True. A few years." He shrugged. "Any idea why we're here?"

A creeping wormlike thought in her mind burrowed out, and she seemed to blink back into reality. She was eighteen. This was the party after their 'A' level results. Zak and Terry were full-time soldiers, and she'd met Terry online. Zak was Terry's superior, a sergeant... she shook her head. Terry?

From the way Teiwaz was frowning, he was also experiencing something similar, as though what they were or had been, or could have been, was a daydream's memory and this the real world...

"This is a new trick," Teiwaz remarked with a thin smile, "Morikan... was more for the crushing kills."

Rae shook off an urge to ask who Morikan was. "I'd think that if we have to go to Jean's house, these names would serve just as well. Just call each other by real names in private?"

Teiwaz understood instantly. "Then we won't forget."

"Very well," Zak shrugged. He paused. "What names, and what's wrong with the both of you?"

"You mean you don't feel it?" Rae asked incredulously. "This 'new' memory? You're a soldier..."

"I'm already dead," Zak said shortly. "Twice, if I recall. Maybe that helps...but I do seem to know something about what you're talking about."

"Teiwaz is Terry," Rae said carefully.

"Don't talk about it," Teiwaz shuddered, starting towards the mansion.

***

Jean, a buxom, tall girl, met them near the white pine, trailing several friends. She smiled warmly at Rae.

"Rae!" she exclaimed, hugging her, then looking curiously at Zak and Terry. "You brought friends?"

"No, they're my bodyguards," Rae grinned wickedly, "Of course they're friends."

Jean flicked her head slightly at Zak and Terry as if to say, Which one?

To her surprise, Rae found herself understanding. Jean had told classmates to 'bring friends', especially of the opposite sex. 'For fun,' she'd said, but everyone just wanted to see everyone else's girlfriend or boyfriend before they scattered to the universities.

"Terry," Rae stressed the name and winking at Jean and her entourage, "And Zak."

"Charmed, I'm sure," Jean grinned at them. Zak bowed elegantly, raising some titters in the small crowd that had trickled to them.

"Oxford twin!" someone whom Rae suddenly knew as James called, raising a small cheer. Another girl was pushed out to Rae, whom she knew as Ann... more worms burrowed up in her treacherous memory. She'd been accepted to Oxford, along with Ann, the only two in the college. Oxford twins – a joke, as when Rae was dark, slender and tall, Ann was average and fair, though her eyes twinkled merrily.

"Great that you could come," Ann said gravely, then hugged Rae as well. Whoops rose from those around the two.

Alarm bells rose up in Rae's mind. The temptation to lose herself into memory was nearly unbearable. She... the Rae of this world... seemed to have it all – overcome exams, and qualified on scholarship for one of the most prestigious universities in the world. She wanted to stay... she could stay...

"We're going to have a dinner garden party," Jean grinned, "Then we'd dance under the stars all night. It's nice and clear..."

"Stayover party," Will, another whom she suddenly knew with acute clarity, said gleefully. "Lord knows you've got enough rooms, Jean."

"And no parents here now," Jean nodded, "I know several pairs of you might make a lot of noise tonight..." Sniggers rose from the crowd.

"Is it going to be dinner soon?" Zak inquired, grinning wolfishly at the startled Rae.

"Soldiers are always hungry when not on duty," Rae said before she caught herself.

"Hungry for what?" Elaine, another pretty girl, asked in all innocence. Laughter broke out around them.

"Food, among others," Zak said, not turning a hair and looking consideringly at Elaine. Rae nearly snickered at Teiwaz's consternation.

"All in, then." Jean shooed the group into the house.

***

Rae stood close to Teiwaz as they entered. Bright bunting was hung on the walls, as well as large, set up stereos. The food was buffet style on long tables, which some of the boys in her college class were already surreptitiously attacking.

"Hands off!" Jean, every inch the hostess of the evening, called, then climbed on a chair. The class paused to look at her.

"Right." Jean said, when she finally had silence, "College's over, and we'd soon be going to Universities. We'd say that we'd meet again, but we'd probably lose contact with most of the rest... that's reality, folks. So I did this party tonight – last chance to really have fun with all of us... before we leave. Enjoy." She stepped off the chair.

"Short and sweet," Will grinned, holding a pretty stranger about his age on his arm.

Zak had been cordoned off from Rae and Teiwaz by a group of 'unattached' girls, and being soundly teased in the process. Occasionally, his bantering remarks cut through the music and the noise of twenty people settling down to a good meal.

"This doesn't seem too bad," Teiwaz said, picking up a small sandwich, its contents unidentifyable.

"No, it doesn't," Rae agreed, sipping sweet juice. "Maybe they're giving us a break."

"I doubt it," Teiwaz said seriously, then grinned at Zak's direction. "Zak does seem to be enjoying himself, though."

"He has an alley cat's soul," Rae muttered, "Fitting in everywhere, surviving anywhere. Adaptation's finest."

"A great sergeant," Teiwaz said, then blinked.

"Maybe that's the trap," Rae said, "We want to stay here, don't we?"

"You want to stay here," Teiwaz said shrewdly.

Rae knew he was right. She was just trying to make it seem like she wasn't the only one, so responsibility would be shared. Responsibility? For the failure of their 'challenge'...

"I know," she said softly. Teiwaz nodded in sympathy, pulling her to him in a hug.

"What, already?" Joey grinned at them, appearing at their sides. "You haven't even finished dinner!"

"Joey," Rae glared at the girl, who grinned wickedly at the both of them. "Don't tell me you didn't bring...whoever you brought."

"Josh's browsing through the sausages," Joey shrugged. "I won't die without him."

Rae shook free of Teiwaz. "Eh, yes." She said absently.

Dinner seemed to pass in a haze of anticipation and talk. Teiwaz and Rae looked out for any danger or incident, but everything seemed normal. For a party.

Rae tensed further as the party progressed. What if she didn't want to go? What if this was the challenge, that she'd have to go?

It was such that when sudden lightning flashed white in the darkened atmosphere outside the house, its crackling snarl abrupt and unexpected, she nearly dropped her drink, starting violently.

"So much for dancing," Jean said philosophically as rain began to pour down. The lightning continued to rudely break the silence outside, its thunder more like the growls and vicious snarls of some immense beast, other than the dry electrostatic molecular phenomenons studied during science classes.

They helped in the closing of windows and doors to the merciless thrumming rain, retreating back indoors with the others to see Jean get back up on the chair.

"Well, friends," she announced, "No dancing tonight."

A moan of disappointment rippled through the small crowd.

"What'd all of you like to do?" Jean continued. "It has to involve everyone, mind."

"Gamble!" Will suggested loudly, then yelped at prods from neighbours and hushes.

"Stalker," Ann said suddenly. "It was fun the last time..."

"Hearstoppingly so," Joey snorted. "I lost several days off my life, I swear."

"Do you still have the costumes?" James was asking.

"Of course," Jean grinned. "I'd go dust them off..."

"What're the rules?" the dark haired boy on Joey's arm spoke up. He was probably Josh, Rae noted absently.

"We draw lots, picking five stalkers who'd then have more than an hour while we watch a movie here to slip out to my room – just upstairs from here with the sign on the door – to get the costume and the rubber knife," Jean grinned. "Then they'd stalk through this huge house. After the movie, in groups of four at most, we'd wander the house. Objective is to survive until midnight."

"The Stalkers will pick us off one by one," Faith said dramatically, "They touch you – you're out. No ganging up on them this time." She glared significantly at James.

"Yeah, Slayer-girl," James snickered.

"No ganging up," Jean agreed. "Righto. I'd go do the costumes... some of you come and help me tear up the papers for the lots."

Rae watched as Jean trailed a few friends upstairs. "Survive until midnight..." she had a bad feeling about this. Around them, an excited chatter rose, especially from 'veterans' of the last Stalker-game.

"Something is going to happen," Teiwaz predicted, his voice oddly clear to her ears even over the snarling thunder.

Zak shot a look out at them from the girls surrounding him, fingers flicking out some message.

"Keep your ears open," Teiwaz translated quietly.

"So do we agree?" Rae said suddenly.

"Agree on what?" Teiwaz asked.

"Survive until midnight?"

"Maybe," Teiwaz said doubtfully.

***

They drew lots. Rae looked relieved as she picked a blank paper, surreptitiously showing it to Teiwaz, who showed her his – also blank. They couldn't get near to Zak as Jean put in a laser disc in the player, the others settling around loosely to watch.

It was the latest James Bond movie, but Rae for once couldn't stir up much attention. Her heart was beating fast, with excitement and anticipation. She wasn't surprised to find that she was enjoying this – the adrenaline and the uncomfortable feeling in her stomach.

If anyone slipped away, she didn't really notice. Teiwaz was sunk in a brooding torpor, and she leant on him in an attempt to jerk him out of it. He started, then smiled at her.

The movie also seemed to pass too quickly, James Bond solving the murder and saving the day and making off with his newest conquest. Jean switched off the player, then looked at the expectant, tense group.

"Group up!" she grinned, "Scatter!"

With a cheer, the group broke up, then there was a near-blinding flash and a shriek of thunder. Rae could never remember afterwards if the thump she felt was her heart leaping or a small jolt of electricity, but the lights of the house abruptly flickered off.

Several girls screamed, but most laughed, albeit nervously. Without lights, the house was forbiddingly shadowed.

"All right!" James whooped. "Let's move, people!"


Part Nine: Ninth Hell

Rae and Teiwaz waited until the other groups had left, looking carefully at each as they passed. No Zak.

"Where did he go?" Rae muttered under her breath, "I doubt it's like him to chase after the first pretty skirt he's found."

"No, it's not," Teiwaz grinned helplessly. "Usually they chase after him. Um."

"I'd say," Rae snorted.

"Maybe he went off during the show,"Teiwaz said slowly.

Rae blinked. "Survive until midnight, remember? How can he be a... a Stalker and do that?"

"On the contrary," Teiwaz sighed. "I'd think he would have a lot of fun. You don't need to worry about Zak... just hope we don't run into him. Maybe he doesn't understand that this isn't only a game anymore."

"But we don't know that." Rae protested.

"To be safe," Teiwaz said dryly, "We should consider it as a likely possibility. Now, should we move?"

"Maybe we should stay here," Rae muttered.

"It's the first place the Stalkers will look." Teiwaz pointed out. "Easy pickings."

"Strays, you mean," Rae sighed. "I don't understand the World-Makers. If they were so eager to get a Nexus Pair, why are they doing their best to kill us off now?"

"They're not trying to kill us," Teiwaz said, "If they were, we'd be dead by now. They're just trying to see if we're stupid enough to get ourselves killed."

"Same enough." Rae murmured.

"And besides, they're just doing their best, as you put it, to prevent us from 'winning'." Teiwaz said. "I doubt anything will really kill us here. They just don't want a renegade Nexus Pair, so they're giving us what they'd call a 'sporting chance'."

"I only have my daggers, here." Rae noted.

"'A real fighter will only need his hands'," Teiwaz quoted, then looked sheepish. "I nearly failed my unarmed test, actually. But I fight well with any sharp weapons, even daggers."

"I get your point," Rae said, bending down stiffly in the dress to unsheath the daggers. They felt light in her hands - and her confidence rose a notch. Reluctantly, she handed one to Teiwaz, who immediately dropped it like a hot coal.

"Now what?" Rae said irritably, picking up the dagger.

"Felt like acid," Teiwaz said in surprise, still rubbing his hand.

"Really?" Rae ran a finger around the sharp edge. "Feels normal to me."

Teiwaz edged closer to look at the dagger hilts, and at the barely visible notches on the top of the hilt. "That's the female symbol," he muttered. "Circle and a cross. Same on the other, see."

"Magic, then." Rae sighed.

"Feminist weapon." Teiwaz nodded. "It happens... I suppose we'd just have to start."

They left.

***

Zaknafein looked dubiously at the equipment offered in the bedroom. There were knives made obviously of rubber, and some with collapsible blades. There was a bow and an arrow with what looked like a cupped red plastic device on its end.
The other Stalkers talked excitedly among themselves, and about how many 'kills' they were going to make.

Survive until midnight. He hoped that the two knew what that would signify, but for himself, he had small doubts about what he was supposed to do. He decided finally that since this was obviously Rae's scenario, she would be the important player and himself...

A Stalker. He didn't know who thought up this game, but tonight, where the rain spattered and pattered on the roof like the dance of mad changelings, where the lightning snapped and thunder snarled, anything could happen. The house was big enough for this to be a challenge. The Stalkers would split up and prowl free on the grounds, seeking and 'killing'. Those who were 'out' would have to return back down to the living room where they had their dinner, and wait for midnight with the rest. Already one of the Stalkers had somehow wired up a system that would connect to the house's small announcement system, actually for servants. The microphone had some problems, but it was being fixed.

Sunk in his thoughts, Zak jerked out when a hand clapped on his shoulder. Will, one of the boys selected for Stalker, grinned at him. "So you're a soldier? You look like one."

"Yes, I am," Zak said shortly.
"This game's going to be easy for you, then," Will winked. "But not less fun?"

"At least this enemy wouldn't shoot back," Zak said dryly. Now where had that come from?

"Wolves hunting rabbits," One of the guys on the bed snickered. "Jack, up with the 'phone yet?"

"Ye-es." Jack held up the thing triumphantly.

"All right!" the guy slotted a disc into the radio, while Jack held the microphone close to the speaker. Loud, eerie music blared through the room and supposedly through the house, rounding off with shrieking, insane laughter that made the hairs on the nape of Zak's neck stand up.

Will grabbed the microphone. "Listen, rabbits," he said in a melodramatically cackling voice that sounded as though he had a chronic sore throat, "The wolves are STALKING!"

Jack sniggered as he switched off the microphone. "Warmed 'em up a bit," he explained to Zak's blink. "Let's start!"

Zak was careful to lose sight of the young idiots around the first staircase they came around.

***

Rae jumped visibly at the sound of the announcement, and sighed. "Will." she identified.

"One too many movies, that one," Teiwaz said, then blinked. "Movies?"

"I suppose you'd find out sooner or later," Rae grinned. They were on a corridor carpeted in rich red. Along with the occasional mirror and pots of plants, it resembled vaguely a corridor in a small, luxurious hotel.

At the end of the corridor, Teiwaz opened a door, and they stepped into a medium-sized room. It was also carpeted, with a circle of redwood, antique chairs in a semicircle before an ornamental fireplace and a large mirror. The rest of the room was plain but elegant with the odd antique vase on an odd antique table, a smallish chandelier, and an extraordinarily out of place parrot in a gilded cage. It looked morosely at her through suspicious beady black eyes, and fluffed its brilliant green plumage.

"I didn't know Jeanie kept parrots," Rae murmured, walking closer to look at the bird. It looked straight back at her, apparently decided that she wasn't going to be a source of food anytime soon, and promptly proceeded to ignore her.

"Maybe it means something." Teiwaz said critically, gliding up behind her.

"Really." Rae said, unconvinced. "What does a scruffy looking, underfed parrot have to do with us surviving until midnight?"

"Then again," Teiwaz conceded the point, before glancing at the mirror. "Maybe I'm just being paranoid."

Rae grinned. "I doubt you'd be able to help it." A scratching sound made her jump.

"Branches against the window," Teiwaz pointed. "Now who's paranoid?"

"Fine, fine." Rae muttered, sliding gratefully into one of the chairs facing the fireplace, then curling up so that she was invisible from his point of view next to the cage.

Teiwaz smiled at Rae... or rather at the back of the chair where Rae was seated, then whirled when a scritching of claws sounded behind him.

A small creature just recognizable as a dog pattered in and barked at him. Rae shot out from her chair, and came to a halt a few feet from the dog. Teiwaz recognized the look on her face, and sighed deeply as she made crooning noises at the dog.

"A peke!" Rae gathered the surprised but gratified looking lap dog to her. "It's so sweet!"

Teiwaz sighed more loudly and pointedly. "When you've finished," he said dryly, "We have some surviving to do."

"I don't see why we can't do it here." Rae said indignantly, deftly avoiding the slightly obese dog's attempts to lick her face. "We're just as likely to run into a Stalker wandering outside."

"Fine," Teiwaz said, walking over to close the door.

"Don't," Rae cautioned. "A closed door's just enough indication that we're inside, perhaps even more than if we had hung a large flashy neon sign outside."

Teiwaz nodded, then looked around the room for a clock. He found it - a gorgeous, gold framed clock with a rocking horse pendulum. Two hours to midnight.

***

Zak slid back into a room as a group of four pattered down the adjoining corridor towards him with enough noise to wake a dorm full of student fighters after a long day. He held his collapsible knife firmly and smiled wolfishly.

This would be his third batch of four. He hadn't caught sight of the other Stalkers, though, and he was glad of that.

As the first passed him, a black-haired girl, he reached out with feline swiftness and yanked her into the room, pushing the blade into her over her heart as she fell forward, then propping her against the door, hand against her mouth. She blinked at him, then her eyes crinkled in laughter. He winked at her as her companions screamed obligingly in the corridor before a boy doubled over in laughter.

Zak then surprised the black-haired girl further by sinking down by her side. Ignoring her raised eyebrow, he waited for the others to either come and investigate or start running.

"Will?" a girl was asking. "That you?"

"Naw," the boy said, sniggering, "Will would'ha fallen straight on his face if he tried that manoevere. Whoever you are, coming to get us?"

Zak took a few seconds to puzzle through the mangled speech, but continued to sit silently and patiently. The black-haired girl was brighter than her companions were - she had grasped what he was going to do, and was shaking in silent laughter.

"Come out!" the last member of the four-people group was also a boy, apparently. This challenge was met with more sniggering. Zak looked at the girl at his side. She was biting her lip to keep in the laughter, and he gave her a nod for her effort.

"Mebbe they got outa the window," the first boy said, padding over to the door and poking his head in.

Zak was already rising and moving, his momentum flicking the knife under and up, angling the imaginary blade into the boy's chest with enough force to smart.

The boy reeled backwards, melodramatically pressing a hand to his heart. "I'm dying! Ranee..." he met the opposite wall, and waved the other hand at the black-haired girl, "I'd always love you..." Both girls burst into laughter.

Zak ignored the boy, already making use of the thick carpet for a better grip to pivot neatly, and without any appreciable loss of speed, pounced on the second girl, collapsible blade contacting her neck, then ran after the last boy who was making good his escape.

Head down, his human shape's longer legs stretched in stride, and he caught up faster than he would have in his elf form, dispatching the boy with the same silent speed.

"He got me!" the boy sank down, determined not to be outdone, "I must write my will! Get me a lawyer..." Zak snickered, then pointedly pushed the toy blade into the boy's heart again.

"I won't leave you anything, then," the boy said, sounding peeved.

"You're supposed to be dead." The second girl pointed out from her prone position.

"Well, so are you," the first boy commented.

Zak sighed, and left them to it.

***

Unknown to Zak, when he rounded the next corner of the seemingly immense house, counting his kills with mild satisfaction, the four teenagers began to choke.

Blood streamed out of the places where they had apparently been stabbed, and not before long, they went to meet their Maker.

***

Teiwaz looked sharply at the mirror.

"Another vision?" Rae said, playing with the peke on the carpet, tickling it on its furry stomach.

"I didn't imagine it this time," Teiwaz said slowly. Rae quirked an eyebrow at him, then looked up at the mirror.

It struck without warning. A yellowed, claw-like hand shot through the door in the mirror without warning, causing Teiwaz to look sharply back at the door.

Nothing, but when he looked at Rae in passing, she was pale and shaking.

In the mirror, the hand had grasped hold of the parrot in the cage, and had retreated back behind the door. The occasional brightly coloured feather fluttered down in the reflection, but when Teiwaz looked hard at the parrot on their side of the mirror, it was intact, and busily drinking from its water bowl.

The hand in the mirror reached in again, snatching the image of the peke. Rae's reflection screamed.

Teiwaz, instinctively, grabbed the closest thing he could throw - a vase - and hurled it at the mirror. Both smashed with a satisfying crinkle of falling glass and crystal.

"What the hell was that?" Teiwaz asked, looking warily around.

"We're in my nightmare now," Rae said softly, eyes glazed. "That was just one of the shades."

"Huge, haunted house full of murderers?" Teiwaz smiled, then sobered when he looked at her. Rae was breathing too fast and too hard, free hand contracting into a claw, shaking like a leaf held over an electric fan.

Quickly, he padded over to her and held her, whispering soothingly into her ear until she stopped.

"Sorry about that." Rae said weakly. "If they're going to put everything I've been scared of since I was old enough to get scared by this sort of thing, we're in very deep trouble, mein freund."

"What particular shade was in the mirror, then?" Teiwaz looked at the blank space where the offending object had been.

"I've always been afraid of mirrors," Rae said, trying to sound flippant. "That cliche about seeing something in a mirror that wasn't actually there always freaked me out. Even after I learned all that scientific crap about how mirrors actually worked - reflection of light rays, etcetra."

"That one, however," Rae continued uneasily, "Came from a book I'd read somewhere. I remember it scared me enough to thank the Lord I didn't have a mirror in my bedroom. Mostly due to the fact that the author wrote that he wasn't sure if the manuscript of the story was real."

"Then again, I don't want to know what happened." Teiwaz decided, peering at Rae's pallor. "Right. Do we stay, or move?"

"Move," Rae shuddered. "Right now. I'd rather face the Stalkers. I don't particularly enjoy hyperventilating."

***

Zak peered out into the corridor. Deserted.

This house never seemed to end. It was a nightmare of passages and mini-corridors, even worse than his memory of House Do'Urden. Unreal would be a good word, he decided sourly.

Still, it was invigorating. He'd missed the tense periods of waiting and the sudden explosive move, of taking advantage of surprise, or being surprised, of being forced to think and decide in seconds.

He didn't have this in the Warrior School. Masters were supposed to watch over the students playing this sort of game, not join in.

Zak never thought he'd miss fighter graduate patrols in the Underdark, but this was somehow even better. He never did like fighting in a group. As a Stalker, he didn't need to.

This was a game Zak had to introduce to the Warrior's School.

In the darkness, his white teeth flashed in a silent grin. There were running footsteps approaching. Zak slipped away to hide, and wait.

***

"Anything else?" Teiwaz inquired, as they wandered aimlessly around the house.

"Anything what?" Rae asked, sounding distracted as she peered out of a window. The peke waddled behind her.

"Anything else about a haunted house you can think of." Teiwaz said helpfully.

"I'm not trying to 'stop thinking about it' because I know I would, " Rae said matter-of-factly. "I'm just thinking of the milder versions. Like a marshmallow-chocolate monster or something."

"Ah," Teiwaz said, or a lack of anything to contribute. He peered around their passageway. It matched most of those they had been in.

The peke growled suddenly, and Rae jumped, startled. Teiwaz sucked in his breath when a noxious-looking black cloud seeped out in front of them. Eyes stared out from the interior of the cloud, malevolent, evil and hard.

"Oh, ouch." Teiwaz said, backing away, pulling Rae with him. "Now what is this?"

"Gaki," Rae said, sounding choked, as the cloud enveloped the peke. "Japanese vampire. Run!"

***

Zak slipped into a room and waited for the footsteps to come closer. Except that this time, he hesitated when he saw that it was Teiwaz and Rae.

They blinked at him, also slowing down.

Then something in him seemed to rise. He sprang forward as if they were the same prey as the other students, moving with his normal, swift grace. Nothing was controlling him... it just seemed as though his body seemed to classify the both of them under what he had been Stalking. He tried to blink, and found he couldn't.

Teiwaz swerved, dragging Rae aside and causing him to miss his first lunge. Then they sprinted down the corridor without a backward look. Zak let his momentum carry him to the wall, pushed off and tried to follow...

Something cold and dark enveloped him. He tried to shout out, but the thing attempted to pour down his throat, and he closed his mouth instinctively. There was a hissing and a probing, along with a movement that Zak would have described as attempting to pull at something that wasn't there, then a sound suspiciously like a sharp intake of breath.

The black thing abruptly flowed to the side, allowing him to see the corridor again. Then it solidified into a short, human shape. The human-cloud was nondescript, in plain brown shirt and pants. The creature was shorter than Zak himself, and had an odd, exotic face, which Rae would have called Japanese.

The human-cloud bowed to Zak, in a ninety-degrees formal bow. "Greetings, fellow Hunter." He said in an accented tongue.

"Uh yes. What are you?" Zak managed.

"I would ask the same of you, noble sir." The human-cloud countered. "Excuse my frankness. You do not seem to possess a soul."

"Fine." Zak said. There wasn't much harm in it... and apparently his spiritual state had perservered even in this new form of his. "Technically, I've already died twice. My soul's somewhere around, but it's not in me." Not exactly a lie, either. His soul was not in a body, but was his body.

"Ah." The human-cloud said politely. "I am gaki."

"Pleased to meet you," Zak said insincerely. He was mildly surprised to find he wasn't surprised that a monster had turned up in the house.

"Gaki is not my name." The human-cloud said with a mirthless grin. "I laugh at your joke, noble sir. It is what I am. You are zombie. I am a soul-vampire."

"You have a soul?" Zak asked blankly, glossing over the 'zombie' bit.

"No." the human-cloud said patiently. "I eat souls."

Zak blinked, and rubbed his eyes. "And what are you doing here?"

"Same as you." The creature replied. "Guest turn Stalker. Fun. How many have you killed, zombie?"

"Quite a few," Zak said shortly. He didn't remember this fellow at the party or in the bedroom, but didn't want to press.

"Good hunting." The creature said, with another back-bending bow. "Those two you want?"

"Er, yes." Zak said quickly.

"Yours then. I sense some more up-the-stairs." The human form dissolved into the noxious smoke again, which floated up through cracks in the ceiling.

Zak shuddered convulsively.

***

They stopped for breath in yet another room. "Zak is Stalking." Teiwaz said again, shivering, remembering the sudden lunge from the room door.

"Not long more." Rae said tensely, looking at the clock in their room.

"If you call a few hours 'not long more', yes." Teiwaz said drily. Rae frowned, then stood up and took down the clock.

"I wonder," she said softly, her eyes blazing with manic fear, anger. "Time is relative, is it not?"

"You've lost me," Teiwaz said absently, and continued watching the door.

"I'm sure it's midnight some place else," Rae smiled, then looked behind the clock, finding the mechanism to turn the hands.

Teiwaz let out a sharp intake of breath when Zak was suddenly in the doorway, but Rae was already desperately winding forward the hands. The clock was rusty, or perhaps just plain stubborn...

A knife flashed in the Sword Master's hands as he leaped. Teiwaz pulled Rae off the bed as Zak landed, snarled, and lunged again like a striking snake.

Teiwaz grabbed a pillow and twisted forward. The knife plunged into the downy surface, not retractable but obviously very solid, and very sharp. Zak slid out the dagger and leaped as Teiwaz tried to move away.

Rae pulled the hands triumphantly to twelve, and just as abruptly jarring rings rang around the house. Zak attempted to swerve in mid air as he regained control, and managed to miss them, landing painfully on the ground in the process.

"I think that was cheating," he commented, standing up and rubbing his bruised leg.

Teiwaz looked at his hands. Already, as the room around them was fading, they were regaining their original gold color. Zak was already black, and his ears were growing pointed.

It was Rae who found the owl feather, large and perfect, brown-barred gold. Wisps of white down curled around the quill.

"Facing your fear," Zak sighed. "Just like Belnarath - paladinistical."

"I didn't know that word existed." Rae pointed out.

"It does now," Zak said drily. "I just made it up."

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